I fall in love. True love. And yet I feel like she’s still leading me on. I have severe jealousy/trust issues, I know. BUT SERIOUSLY. I swear that. I don’t even know. I’m just really fucking pissed/upset. No. Jealous. Yeah. I guess. Green motherfucking envy.
She’ll leave me once she reads this.
I’m jealous of her best friend, who’s also in a way my best friend. But they’re so much closer and they should just date I mean really where the fuck do I belong in this shit fuck.
We were all on the couch cuddling and whatever and I just felt so out of place. I kept thinking “idontbelong. oddoneout” shit like that. It’s true. They have a bond strong I envy that bond I envy that she has that bond with Nikki.
Nikki makes it clear shes comes before me. it’s very very clear. if Nikki and blank moved away and i will still here, it wouldnt matter. it only matters that they are together.
why do i stay then fuck shit fuck. it’s because i have no where else to go so i basically need to lead myself a lie..
So first off, I want to start off my blog by saying that tumblr in general reminds me of a mashup of facebook and myspace.
Like if facebook and myspace hooked up at a party and then made babies…this is what it would look like.
I’m not so sure anyone would even agree with me on this…but it totally is their baby. There are a few things that triggered this. First off, you can customize your blog with “themes,” that is SO myspace, however, i love it! That’s the one thing that I always wished that facebook offered. It gives you a little more individuality.
Second of all, it’s a blog, so that may mean that sometimes, people might just post shit that I don’t care about what so ever! Total Facebook.
Third off following people, come on, we all know that pretty much everyone on facebook is a stalker…we’ve all done it. We’ve all stalked a person or two. This is the next version of stalking!
Either way…they made a pretty good baby. I’m happy with the results of their baby making, good job facebook and myspace!