So I’ve come to the conclusion that I am probably going to die of a fatal heart attack when i’m approximately 35, due to stress.
I don’t know how to deal with it all, and usually it’s over the smallest things. Stuff that shouldn’t even bother me, but somehow does. Sometimes I honestly wonder if I have some sort of anxiety or mood disorder…it would explain so much in my life. Of course there are other times where I feel fine, but maybe I just suffer from bi-polar disorder. Who Knows!
Either way…stress sucks!
I basically feel like i’m always anxious, I always worry about something, very rarely do I ever just relax and stop caring. Mostly because I don’t know how. I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs right now. Maybe hitting some stuff too, that would help also. But since that can’t happen, i’m stuck here to deal with it in the way that I normally do…ignoring it.